2014年4月21日星期一

看不见的西藏~唯色: 茨仁夏加(Tsering Shakya):囚徒

看不见的西藏~唯色: 茨仁夏加(Tsering Shakya):囚徒: 作者:茨仁夏加( Tsering Shakya ) 原文标题:THE PRISONER 译者:“安靜地,流動著”博客 转自: http://blog.roodo.com/pbear6150/archives/5888781.html (说明:我下载这篇译文...

茨仁夏加(Tsering Shakya):囚徒

作者:茨仁夏加(Tsering Shakya
原文标题:THE PRISONER
译者:“安靜地,流動著”博客
转自:http://blog.roodo.com/pbear6150/archives/5888781.html
(说明:我下载这篇译文是2008年10月间,但今天再找这篇译文时,发现译者已将译文隐藏。我在转载这篇译文时有个别修订。)

曾经在1951年带领中国解放军先头部队进入拉萨的平措汪杰,是四零年代西藏共产党的建立者,他在中共统治期间长达十八年遭到长期监禁,直到文革后平反,因为长期单人监禁,一度丧失说话能力,他曾任中共全国民大民族委员会副主委,是中国境内最著名的藏人之一。2004年,由他以第一人称口述,Melvin Goldstein等西方藏学学者执笔的传记《一位藏族革命家》(A Tibetan Revolutionary: The Political Life and Times of Bapa Phuntso Wangye),以英文在西方出版。2004年到2006年间,他曾数度写信给胡锦涛,指责中共鹰派依靠反对达赖喇嘛寻求个人私利,关闭中藏谈判大门并误导中共高层,并在2007年谴责西藏自治区主席向巴平措对呼吁达赖喇嘛回到西藏的拒绝。(向巴平措就是那位声称解放军是去拉萨“打扫街道”的天才)

这篇文章翻译自西藏历史学者Tsering Shakya对平措汪杰传记的书评,发表在《新左评论》(New Left Review20057-834上。
1979年一本中国的异议杂志上,出现“二十世纪的巴士底监狱”一文。在文革期间,北京秦城一号监狱专门关押高阶共产党员,这篇文章描述了在这监狱里的两名衰弱的西藏囚犯的命运,他们两位分别是1940年代建立西藏共产党的平措汪杰(Phuntso Wangye)以及他的亲密战友阿旺格桑(Ngawang Kesang)。这篇文章是肯定二人依然在世的第一个讯息。从1958年起,曾经在中共的西藏事务里扮演领导角色的平汪——人们通常这么简称他——就消失在公共场合,其后十八年都被关押在恶名昭彰的秦城监狱的单人牢房。

平汪——书里用这个充满感情的家庭姓名称之——是西藏社会的名人,但关于他的生命和政治工作却鲜有人知。由本书共同作者道帏喜饶(Dawei Sherap)所著的简短传记由私人出版且流通量有限,《一位藏族革命家:巴塘人平措汪杰的時代和政治生涯》(A Tibetan Revolutionary)一书则提供更全面的记述,对西藏现代历史感兴趣的读者都应该阅读。英文著作里,存在大量西藏人的传记,但它们多数描绘一种在中国并吞前,快乐的西藏人住在理想化社会里的生活,平汪的回忆录结集 由梅·戈尔斯坦(Melvin Goldstein )所做的的许多长篇访问并以第一人称写成,提供更复杂的报导。本书揭示了一小群想将改革与革命带到雪域的西藏人的想法与企望,并以丰富信息启发读者。

一般对平汪的看法不外乎二:对传统人士来说他是将解放军带入西藏的通敌者,对自由派来说他是西藏社会里从未有过的领导者,他的个人失败就是民族的失败。戈尔斯坦(Goldstein 不同于其他学者,他致力将西藏现代史的正反优缺各个面向带入公共领域,人们热切地阅读这本传记并在网络上广为张贴的情形,显示平汪在年轻一代的藏人之中已经找到追随者,他们被平汪鼓舞并哀悼那些被糟蹋的岁月。

1922年,平汪出生于东藏康区的一个遥远而美丽的小镇——巴塘,当地距拉萨东方五百哩,其时处于中国军阀刘文辉的控制之下。巴塘在清末是军事驻防要塞,政府办的现代学校将一批学生送往南京学习,训练他们成为中国政府的管理者,平汪的舅父也在其中。传记里生动地描述了在混乱的政治之下,幼年平汪初次政治洗礼的激情。1932年,在南京接受教育的格桑次仁(Kesang Tsering) 指挥官,领导巴塘反抗刘文辉统治,他本应为国民党而战,但他宣称当地该由西藏人统治。“格桑又高又壮,蓄有深髯,他成了我和其他年青人心中的英雄。”平汪 回忆他号召同学高唱“新康之歌”,遵循孙中山的“民族、民主、民生”主义路线,然而不久之后胜利即夭折。刘文辉的军队折返报复,处决当地领袖,这个十岁的 孩子和同伴在树上敲击胡桃时,听到了枪声,平汪一个玩伴的父亲也被枪决。藏人的反抗持续至1935年,平汪的舅父洛桑顿珠(Lobsang Thundrup)也在反抗之列。他们再次以国民党之名,包围巴塘的中国驻防,而当时红军长征正穿越镇上的山脊前往西北,十四岁的平汪此时已经决定追随格桑和洛桑的脚步,前往南京就学:

……如此一来我也可以领导我们西藏人争取自由……我崇拜格桑次仁和舅父不单只是因为他们反抗中国人,而是因为他们受过教育、见过世面、现代化,并且为了康巴人统治康地的信念而奋斗。

十六岁的平汪第一次接触到列宁的民族自决权思想,是透过蒙藏学校的王老师介绍。蒙藏学校由蒋介石手下的蒙藏委员会运作,在日本侵略期间,蒙藏学校撤退到陪都重庆,那里纪律松弛且政治争议甚嚣尘上,对平汪和他的西藏同伴而言,列宁的民族自决构想如同天启:

我理解列宁所谓有权力的民族与无权力的民族间存在不可避免的紧张关系。……他说强大的民族总是使用力量压迫弱小的民族,弱小的民族则激烈反抗。我有时觉得列宁完全明白我所想的及我最在意的事情。

平汪首先组织他的学伴们进入地下西藏共产党的革命团体并组织学潮请愿,这些举动导致他被逐出蒙藏学校。尽管他被学校驱逐,他仍在校园外游行,高声唱歌,誓言他绝不“潜逃”。

此时十九岁的平汪回到康地,他一开始担任中文和音乐教师,同时活跃地追求他的政治目标。在一九四零年代由他领导的微小的西藏共产党,采用双重策略:一方面试图赢得政治西藏的进步分子——达赖喇嘛的王国里的学生和贵族——支持,从事现代化和民主改革;另一方面为游击队寻求支持,以期打倒刘文辉在康地的统治。他的最终目标是建立一个彻底改变封建社会体制的统一且独立的西藏。平汪生动地描绘了一些传统精英的傲慢,在旅程中遇见的一些僧侣的残酷行为,和在沉重赋税劳役制度下的西藏农民的贫困——他们比中国农民的处境更惨。

他 的故事饶富兴味。在拉萨,内阁大臣索康噶伦是噶厦政府里最年青的成员,平汪试图说服他为康地的武装抗争提供步枪,然而噶厦政府将希望寄托在轴心国的胜利 上,他们告诉平汪:“当日本征服中国,他们将不会打扰西藏。他们是佛教国家,而且我们如此遥远。”于是平汪与印度共产党联络,期望与苏联取得联系,他与同 伴昂旺格桑组织的商队旅行至噶伦堡,之后搭火车到达加尔各答。印度共产党友善地欢迎他,但阻止他经由西北边境进入苏维埃底下的中亚,因为那里有太多英军。 当他回到拉萨,噶厦政府仍然不愿意伸出援手,尽管当时已可预见同盟国的胜利。平汪和他的同志们转而前往位于云南康区的德钦,当地的民兵领导贡波次仁Gombo Tsering)愿意加入他们一同对抗刘文辉,其后他们遭到贡波次仁的敌人背叛攻击,被迫跨越金沙江,撤退到西藏,他们躲匿在山间雪地,直到1947年平汪终于到了他舅父在拉萨的住处,那里相对安全。

当时的政治局势多方汇流。1949年春西藏共产党听说中国共产党在云南康区建立游击队基地,缅甸共产党在当地也有强大势力。平汪和他的同志们被西藏政府逐出拉萨,他们决定加入云南的共产党,并为共产党在中国即将到来的胜利心跳不已。西藏共产党经由印度,在1949年秋抵达共产党在云南西部的总部,然而红军指挥官——白族的欧根 Ou Gen——要求西藏共产党解散并加入中国共产党,作为他们参与游击队活动的前提。在多次争辩后,平汪终于同意。平汪被迫放弃“独立的共产西藏自治”(self-rule as an independent communist Tibet 的目标,但他解释自己依然希望透过中国共产党,“重建康地,甚至可能是金沙江两岸的藏区,模仿苏联底下自治的社会主义共和国,成为自治的共和政体。……它会在中国主权底下,但由西藏人控制。”

1950年初,平汪被传唤到重庆与邓小平、贺龙和其他西南政治局十八军的指挥官开会,他此时是新解放的巴塘地区的共产党领导,会议上他被任命为解放军进军西藏的领导顾问。(也许是个象征:飞往重庆的飞机遇上乱流,平汪在晕机但找不到其它容器的情况下,呕吐在他全新的解放军帽里。) 在 北京与拉萨谈判十七点协议的过程中,他扮演关键的外交角色,同时也努力赢得西藏贵族成员的接受,几乎从一开始,他就对沙文主义和许多共产党干部由上而下的 态度多所批评。然而他为在拉萨开办世俗学校感到骄傲,此前的世俗学校均被寺院关闭;他也办报,吸引西藏知识分子为之写稿。至关重要的是,平汪与邓小平的西 南政治局同一阵线,反对范明手下西北政治局偏好班禅喇嘛的左倾主义,主张以谨慎的手段从事社会改革,并取得达赖喇嘛和寺院精英的支持。他提到,1953年起他被调任到北京,就是范明施策使他离开拉萨的结果。

1956年 毛泽东与十九岁的达赖喇嘛在北京会谈,平汪是他们信赖的翻译官。他回忆有一晚,毛泽东私下拜访达赖喇嘛的住处,毛泽东提到藏军仍然悬挂雪山狮子旗的问题, 并说范明想禁止。毛泽东道:“你也许可以保留国旗,未来我们也可以让新疆和内蒙古拥有他们自己的旗帜。除了雪山狮子旗之外,能不能也悬挂中华人民共和国的 国旗呢?”达赖喇嘛显然点了头。对平汪而言,这证明了中共领导层当时正仔细思量是否采用苏维埃的自治共和国模式,至少对藏、蒙、维吾尔三个民族。

然而政治气氛也正在转变。平汪强烈反对在康区严厉施行的改革,这导致 1958 1959 年的反叛,最后被解放军残酷镇压;他也悲叹中央政府不了解康区与西藏的关系。作为1957年人民大会的代表,他公开批评范明的政策,来年他被传唤到纪律委员会“清洗他的思想”。此时正行反右运动,平汪失去在民族委员会里的地位,1960年 他遭逮捕,被控以“反革命嫌疑”,时年三十八岁。在狱中他经历数次精神失常,当最后从“北京的巴士底监狱”被释放时,他已经五十七岁。他回忆最糟糕虐待的 是在牢房里遭到电击,那会引起非常强烈的头痛,在被释放后的几个月后,他仍无法克制非自主的流口水。令人印象深刻的是,经过一年的休养生息,他又回到会令 人神经紧张的边缘,为 1980 年 中华人民共和国的宪法争议草拟一份关于「自治共和体」的计划书,强力主张在少数民族地区,不应使用解放军从事治安工作,因为那可比军事占领。他的建议引来 党官员长达一万字的咒骂攻击,平汪则驳以一份两万五千字的抗辩。如今他已八十来岁并复官职,依然维持批判的声音,密切注意雪域的发展动态。

平 汪的民族认同与对西藏人权力的坚持成为中共的一个麻烦。中国的共产革命也以自己的方式主张民族主义并期望恢复中国荣光,在追求中国民族主义的路上,其他群 体的企望只不过是个绊脚石。平汪和其他年青的西藏人藉由与中国共产党结盟,希望将改革和社会变革带入西藏,然而一旦中国在当地建立牢固的控制,就以汉族官 员取代藏族共产党员。作为 50 年代的政治领导之一,平汪是中国统治的前十年间唯一拥有权威的西藏人。他的语言知识和他的社会名望使他成为活跃的文化与政治中介者,他得以接触中共高层与达赖喇嘛(达赖喇嘛在其自传里曾富有感情地提及平汪)。平汪的政治生涯在 1958 年结束,他和他的同志们的命运显示了一直以来北京的统治问题:经过五十年,北京仍然没能拔擢藏人成为拉萨的领导高层,平汪身上危险的“地区民族主义”控罪,依然适用于任何反对中共政策的藏人,这项威胁持续使当地领导噤声。

《一 位藏族革命家:巴塘人平措汪杰的時代和政治生涯》一书使用第一人称叙述,严格来说更像是一本自传而非传记。平汪的声音引领着叙事,他的叙述没有企图批判或 分析,对读者来说,这很显然是平汪观点的事件,而这也是本书强项。然而它仍有待辩论与详察,这本书的出版说明了中华人民共和国正改变着,也说明了学者们将 越来越有机会接触中国与西藏的材料。书里的大部分信息还未经历史与档案数据的佐证,也许将来会出现不同的版本。这绝非贬低本书的重要性。当我们检验其他数 据来源之后,我们很有可能发现平汪所言,比至今为止的任何证据更加真实正确,他不去反责那些失落的岁月,这使他的叙述带有真实感,尽管个人受到折磨,平汪 维持平衡的观点并从未陷入自怜。对某些人而言,他不动气显得天真,但详细阅读就会发现他性格的长处,他依旧相信中国和西藏能够找到一个方式共存。书中附录 记载 1979 年平汪与达赖喇嘛代表团的对话,他提到流亡藏人称他为“引红汉人进藏的红藏人”,他为自己的目标辩护:

用毛主席的话来说,共产党在那里是为了帮助西藏人民站起来,成为他们自家的主人,改革自身,改善人民的生活条件和建立一个快乐的新社会。但我从未意图带领汉人到西藏,让汉人统治西藏人。假若如是,那“红汉人”、解放军及充当向导的“红藏人”都是共产党骗子。

他坚持这个策略应该由结果评断亦 即究竟西藏人的生活条件改善了多少,在中华人民共和国底下他们是不是成为“自家的主人”。用他自己的话来说,正是这些成就使他成为“好人”之一。本书的确 提出了一个问题:如果在五零年代没有中国的干涉,西藏会不会发生改革?平汪的叙述让我们得以追溯一小群激进份子创造当地社会运动的努力。如同他儿时的英 雄,平汪(作词)作曲以教育与激励他的人民,一首从四零年代开始的激情颂歌是这么唱的:

起来,起来,起来
西藏的兄弟们
战斗的时刻已经来到
你们还没从睡梦中醒来吗
我们再也不能生活于
强大官员的压迫下
吃糌巴的人们,起来吧
夺取你自己的土地
夺取政治权力

平汪显然是被革命背叛的受害者。这份对他生命的精彩详细的纪录,将有助后代决定他究竟是不是一个好人。

附:译者的话

对我,直白一点说,这篇文章像是一出革命失败者的悲剧。纵然失败不代表没有价值,悲剧或许更有力量。

没有武装的革命者,向他人乞讨武力的革命者,周旋于不同力量之间的革命者,注定是失败的吧。

另外,现代化里永远有两面。既接受启蒙,也被产生出启蒙的逻辑所压迫。所有人都毫无选择地被卷进漩涡。

平汪因列宁而获得强大的民族自治启蒙,但也因为列宁对共产主义理论与实践的反转,加强了党机器,所谓世界的共产革命之火才提前燎原。却也因为强大的党机 器,注定没有力量的个人的牺牲与覆没。俄国在列宁之后的斯大林,不也对弱小民族采取高压政策吗?国家依靠党机器的调动,想要走出与资本主义社会不一样的道 路,最终却证明步调过快、理想过高的改革,是场血淋淋的闹剧。即便对他们所处的历史困境与条件保持同情,却无法抹灭那些鲜血涂抹而成的历史……。

如今,不管是大藏区的自治构想,甚且只是坐下来 和谈,都不可能吧。西藏错过曾有的历史机运,或者说,历史其实未曾给过西藏更多选择。如今,谈判的筹码与先发权都在中共手上,对西藏而言,如要坚持理想, 只能是激烈武装;要不就得把政治看做对现实生活暂时妥当的安排,而非理想的实践,在中共所开出的条件下,尽可能去维护自己的利益罢了。。。
New Left Review 34, July-August 2005
Tsering Shakya on Melvyn Goldstein et al, A Tibetan Revolutionary. Memoirs of an indigenous Lenin from the Land of Snows, and his long imprisonment by the Mao government.
TSERING SHAKYA
THE PRISONER
In 1979 an article entitled ‘The Twentieth-Century Bastille’ appeared in a Chinese dissident magazine. It described the fate of two Tibetan prisoners languishing in Beijing’s Qingchen Number One Prison, where high-ranking Communists had been incarcerated during the Cultural Revolution. The two were Phüntso Wangye, the founder of the Tibetan Communist Party in the 1940s, and his close comrade Ngawang Kesang. The article was the first sign we had that they were still alive. Phünwang, as he is most commonly known, had disappeared from the public scene in 1958 after playing a leading role in Tibetan affairs, and had spent 18 years in the notorious prison, most of the time in solitary confinement.
Phünwang—the title of the book under review uses an affectionate and familiar version of his name—is a prominent figure in the Tibetan community, yet relatively little is known about his life and political work. A brief biography in Tibetan by Dawei Sherap, one of the co-authors of the present book, was published privately and with a limited distribution. A Tibetan Revolutionary provides a much fuller account, and one that will be required reading for anyone interested in the history of modern Tibet. There is a sizable bibliography of Tibetan lives in English, but most follow the familiar narrative of happy natives living in an idealized community before the annexation by China. Phünwang’s memoir—the book is the product of many long interviews conducted by Melvyn Goldstein, and is told in the first person—provides a far more complex account. It reveals the thinking and inspirations of a small group of Tibetans who wanted to bring reform and revolution to the Land of Snows and offers a wealth of information that will come as a revelation to readers.
Popular views of Phünwang fall into two camps: for traditionalists he is a collaborator and the man responsible for bringing the People’s Liberation Army to Tibet; for the liberal section of the Tibetan community he is the leader we never had, and his personal loss was a loss to the nation. Goldstein has done more than any other scholar to bring the complexity of modern Tibetan history, warts and all, to the public arena. This new biography is being eagerly read and internet postings already show that Phünwang has found followers among a younger generation of Tibetans, who will no doubt look to him for inspiration and mourn the wasted years.
Phünwang was born in 1922 in Batang, a small town—‘remote and beautiful’—in the Kham province of Eastern Tibet, some 500 miles east of Lhasa in what is now eastern Sichuan, then under the control of the Chinese warlord Liu Wenhui. A garrison town under the late Manchu dynasty, Batang had a modern government school that sent a stream of students, Phünwang’s uncle among them, to train as Chinese administrators in Nanjing. The boy’s baptism of fire in the turbulent politics of the region is vividly described. In 1932 Kesang Tsering, a local Nanjing-educated commander supposedly acting for the Guomindang, led an uprising in Batang against Liu Wenhui and proclaimed Tibetan rule. ‘Tall and strong, with a dark moustache, Kesang was a heroic figure to me and other youths’. Phünwang recalls him summoning the schoolboys to sing the ‘Song of the New Kham’ on the lines of Sun Yatsen’s slogan ‘nationalism, democracy, livelihood’. The victory was short-lived. Liu’s returning army exacted retribution, executing local leaders. The ten-year-old and his friends were knocking walnuts down from a tree when they heard the gunshots: Phünwang’s playmate’s father had been killed. Further revolts followed in 1935, with Phünwang’s uncle, Lobsang Thundrup, besieging the Chinese garrison at Batang, again in the name of the gmd, while Red Army units traversed the mountain ridge above the town on the Long March to the north-west. By the age of fourteen, Phünwang was determined to follow in the footsteps of Kesang and Lobsang, to study in Nanjing
so that I too could become a leader in the fight for freedom for our Tibetan people . . . I didn’t admire Kesang Tsering and my uncle simply because they had defied the Chinese [but] because they were educated, sophisticated and modern, as well as committed to the belief that Khampas had to rule Kham.
It was a teacher, Mr Wang, at the special academy run by Chiang Kaishek’s Mongolian and Tibetan Affairs Commission, who first introduced the sixteen-year-old Phünwang to Lenin’s Nationality and the Right to Self-Determination. With the Japanese invasion the academy was evacuated west to the temporary capital of Chongqing in Sichuan. Discipline loosened and political debate increased. For Phünwang and his fellow Tibetan students, Lenin’s formulations on national self-determination came as a revelation:
I understood what Lenin meant when he talked about the inevitable tension between the nationality that has power and the ones that do not . . . that the strong nationality would often use its power to oppress the smaller, weaker one, and that the smaller ones would fight bitterly against this. I felt sometimes as if Lenin knew exactly what I was thinking, what I cared about most.
Phünwang’s first attempts to organize his schoolfriends into a clandestine Tibetan Communist Revolutionary Group, and to petition around student issues, saw him expelled from the academy. Though shaken, he marched out of the school grounds singing at the top of his voice, vowing that he would not ‘slink away’.
Now nineteen, Phünwang returned to Kham, initially working as a Chinese language and music teacher while vigorously pursuing his political goals. The strategy of the tiny Tibetan Communist Party under his leadership during the 1940s was twofold: to win over progressive elements among the students and aristocracy in ‘political Tibet’—the kingdom of the Dalai Lama—to a programme of modernization and democratic reform, while building support for a guerrilla struggle to overthrow Liu Wenhui’s rule in Kham. The ultimate goal was a united independent Tibet, its feudal social structure fundamentally transformed. Phünwang gives a lively critical account of the arrogance of certain members of the traditional elite, the cruelty of some of the monks he encountered during his travels and the poverty of the peasants—worse than in China itself—under the heavy taxes and corvée labour system.
His story makes a riveting read. In Lhasa, Phünwang tried to persuade the youngest member of the Kashag, Tibet’s Council of Ministers, to provide rifles for the armed struggle in Kham. But the Kashag was pinning its hopes on an Axis victory: ‘When Japan conquers China, they will leave Tibet alone. They are a Buddhist country, and we are far away’, Phünwang was told. His next move was to try to contact the Indian Communist Party, with a view to reaching the Soviet Union. Travelling to Kalimpong with a trading caravan organized by his comrade Ngawang Kesang, and then by train to Calcutta, Phünwang was given a friendly welcome by the cpi but discouraged from making the trip across the North West Frontier into Soviet Central Asia: there were too many British troops in the area. Back in Lhasa, the Kashag was still unwilling to help, although Allied victory was now in sight. Phünwang and his comrades instead set out for Deqen, a Khampa area in Yunnan province, where a local militia leader, Gombo Tsering, was willing to join them in an uprising against Liu Wenhui. Betrayed and attacked by Gombo Tsering’s enemies, they were forced to flee back across the Drichu River into Tibet, hiding in the mountains and living on snow until Phünwang could finally make his way to the relative safety of his uncle’s house in Lhasa, at the end of 1947.
The political situation was in flux. In the spring of 1949 the Tibetan Communists heard that the Chinese cp had established guerrilla bases in Khampa areas of Yunnan, and that the Burmese cp also had a strong force in the area. While making plans to join them, Phünwang and his comrades were expelled from Lhasa by the Tibetan government, now jumpy at the prospect of imminent Communist victory in China. Travelling via India, the Tibetan Communists reached the field headquarters of the Western Yunnan forces in August 1949. Here, however, the Red Army commander, a Bai named Ou Gen, demanded that the Tibetans dissolve their party into the ccp as a condition of joint guerrilla activity. After much argument, Phünwang agreed. Forced to abandon his goal of ‘self-rule as an independent communist Tibet’, he explains here that he still hoped that working through the Chinese Communist Party would lead to ‘the restructuring of Kham, and possibly the whole Tibetan area on both sides of the Drichu River, as an autonomous republic that would function in a similar way to the autonomous socialist republics in the Soviet Union . . . it would be under Chinese sovereignty, but it would be controlled by Tibetans.’
Thus it was that, early in 1950, Phünwang—now a Party leader in liberated Batang—was summoned to a meeting in Chongqing with Deng Xiaoping, He Long and other commanders of the Southwest Bureau’s 18th Army, and appointed a leading advisor for the pla entry into Tibet. (Symbolically perhaps, the plane to Chongqing encountered such turbulence that Phünwang became airsick, and could find no other receptacle in which to throw up than his brand-new pla cap.) He played a key diplomatic role in negotiations over the Seventeen-Point Agreement between Beijing and Lhasa, and in winning acceptance for it from members of the Tibetan aristocracy. Almost from the start, he was critical of the chauvinism and ‘top-down’ attitude of many of the ccp cadres. Yet he was proud to have opened a secular school in Lhasa—earlier attempts to do so had been shut down by the monasteries—and established a newspaper, drawing in leading Tibetan intellectuals to write for it. Crucially, Phünwang sided with Deng’s Southwest Bureau in backing a cautious approach to social reform and winning the support of the Dalai Lama and monastic elite, against the leftism of the Northwest Bureau under Fan Ming, which favoured the Panchen Lama. Phünwang’s secondment to an official posting in Beijing from 1953 was the result, he argues here, of Fan Ming’s manoeuvring to get him out of Lhasa.
Phünwang was the trusted translator for talks between Mao and the 19-year-old Dalai Lama in Beijing in 1956 (taking it as his duty to make sure the boy did not get up to dance the foxtrot with the ladies of the State Dance troupe, as the ccp cadres liked to do). He recounts an unannounced visit by Mao to the Dalai Lama’s residence one evening, during which the former raised the matter of the Snow Lion flag still carried by the Tibetan Army, and which Fan Ming wished to ban. ‘There is no problem. You may keep your national flag’, Mao told him, according to Phünwang. ‘In the future, we can also let Xinjiang have their own flag, and Inner Mongolia too. Would it be ok to carry the national flag of the People’s Republic of China in addition to that flag?’ The Dalai Lama apparently nodded his head. For Phünwang, this was evidence that the ccp leadership was contemplating adopting the Soviet model of autonomous republics, at least for these three nationalities.
Yet the political climate was already shifting. Phünwang deplored the reforms imposed by fiat in Kham that would lead to the 1958–59 uprising, brutally crushed by the pla, and lamented the fact that the central government did not understand the relationship between Kham and Tibet. As a delegate to the 1957 National People’s Congress he was openly critical of Fan Ming’s policies. The following year he was summoned before a disciplinary committee and ordered to ‘cleanse his thinking’. The anti-rightist campaign was getting under way, and Phünwang became a non-person at the Nationalities Institute. In August 1960 he was arrested, accused of ‘counter-revolutionary acts’. He was thirty-eight. When he was finally released from the ‘Beijing Bastille’, after several periods of insanity, he was fifty-seven. The worst of many tortures he recalled was being bombarded by ‘electronic waves’ in his cell, which produced excruciating headaches. For months after his release he could not stop himself drooling. Impressively, after a year’s recovery, he returned to the fray, drafting proposals for an ‘autonomous republic’ model for the 1980 debate on the prc Constitution, and arguing powerfully that the pla should not be used for police work in the minority nationality regions, where its role was all too comparable to that of an army of occupation. When his suggestions drew down a damning 10-thousand-character attack from Party officials, Phünwang responded with a 25-thousand-character rebuttal. Now in his eighties and officially rehabilitated, he remains a critical voice, still attentively following developments in the Land of Snows.
Phünwang’s nationalist identity and assertion of the rights of the Tibetans presented a problem for the ccp. The Communist revolution in China was also, in its own way, an assertion of nationalism, and a desire to restore China’s greatness. In the pursuit of this, the aspirations of other groups were mere obstacles. Phünwang and other young radical Tibetans allied themselves with the ccp as a means of bringing reform and social change to Tibet; yet once China had established firm control over the region, the Tibetan Communists were deposed and replaced with Han officials. A leading political figure in the 1950s, Phünwang was the only Tibetan to possess any degree of authority during the first decade of Chinese rule. His knowledge of the language and his position as a socially aware figure made him into a vital cultural and political mediator, a role that gave him access to the highest levels of the ccp as well as to the Dalai Lama (who wrote of him affectionately in his autobiography). Yet Phünwang’s active political life was over by 1958. His fate and those of his comrades reveal the continuing problems of Beijing’s rule: after fifty years, the Party has not managed to promote a Tibetan to the top leadership in Lhasa. The dangerous accusation of ‘local nationalism’ pinned on Phünwang is still applied to any Tibetan who opposes the ccp’s policy. Such threats continue to silence indigenous leaders.
The use of the first-person narrative makes A Tibetan Revolutionary more of an autobiography than a biography, in the strict sense of the term. Phünwang’s voice carries the narrative forward and there is no attempt at critical or analytical judgement of his account. It is clear to readers that this is Phünwang’s view of events, and this is one of the book’s strengths. As such, however, it remains subject to debate and scrutiny. The prc is changing; the publication of this book is one indication of that, and of the increasing access now gained by scholars to materials in China and Tibet. Much of the information presented here has yet to be tested against historical and archival sources, and there may be differing versions still to appear. This in no way diminishes the importance of the book. It is quite likely that even after examining other sources, we will find Phünwang’s voice carries a greater degree of truth and accuracy than any other testimony published so far. There is a sense of authenticity in the narrative, established by a tone that does not dwell on recrimination over the lost years. Despite his personal suffering, Phünwang maintains a balanced outlook and never descends to self-pity. To some, his lack of anger will appear naïve, but careful reading reveals the strength of his character. Phünwang remains hopeful that China and Tibet may find a way to coexist. In talks with a delegation sent by the Dalai Lama in 1979, published here as an appendix, Phünwang discussed the Tibetan exiles’ characterization of him as ‘the red Tibetan who led the red Han into Tibet’ and defended his goals. The Communists—‘in the words of Chairman Mao’—were there
to help the Tibetans to stand up, to be the masters in their own home, reform themselves, engage in construction to improve the living standard of the people and build a happy new society. But I never meant to lead the Han people into Tibet to establish rule over the Tibetans by the Han people. If so, the ‘red Han’, the Liberation Army, and the ‘red Tibetans’ who were their guides are all phony communists.
The strategy, he insisted, must be judged on its upshot—how much further Tibetans have moved towards an improved living standard and being ‘masters of their home’ under the prc. It is such achievements as these that would make him, in his own words, one of the ‘good guys’. Indeed, one of the questions that this book poses is whether reforms would have occurred in Tibet if China had not intervened in 1950. Phünwang’s account allows us to trace the efforts of the small group of radicals who were working towards the creation of an indigenous social movement. Like his boyhood hero, Phünwang composed songs as much to educate his people as to inspire them. One stirring anthem from the 1940s begins:
Rise up, rise up, rise up,
Tibetan brothers.
The time for fighting has come but
Still haven’t you awoken from sleep?
We can no longer bear to live
Under the oppression of powerful officials.
Tsampa eaters, rise up,
Seize control of your own land.
Seize political power.
What is clear is that Phünwang was the victim of a revolution betrayed. This excellent, detailed account of his life will help future generations to decide for themselves whether he was indeed a good guy or not.


《A Tibetan Revolutionary: The Political Life and Times of Bapa Phuntso Wangye》的中文译本。

2014年4月19日星期六

圣地拉萨 · 我的好友奴巴活佛和他的夫人

选自小五七<圣地拉萨> ·  57
                   我的好友奴巴活佛和他的夫人

噶举派俗称“白教”,比黄教格鲁派(达赖体系和班禅体系)古老得多,它的止贡支系已传十六代。
我认识止贡十六世活佛奴巴·贡觉丹增是在1987年。据说他去苏联列宁格勒主持了一大佛寺的开光典礼归来,而且奴巴夫人是一个具有俄罗斯血统的满族人,这对我很有吸引力,一定要去拜见奴巴夫妇。当时,我和热振活佛丹增晋美已是知交,而丹增晋美又是贡觉丹增50年代末和60年代少年活佛班的班长,于是我在热振活佛的陪同下去了奴巴活佛的家。
原来奴巴活佛住在自治区总工会宿舍,两室一厅一厨,要解便还要下楼左拐、右拐,再右拐。止贡奴巴活佛是个大学者(佛学博士),但他没有住房,不像热振活佛有私人的华丽而幽静的独院。这个两室一厅一厨还是他夫人分的公房,他夫人是总工会《主人》杂志的大编辑。为什么两位活佛的生活境况相距如此之大呢?因为热振活佛是政协副主席,应该得到副部级官员的享受,而奴巴活佛只是一个学者,而且又不是马列学者,仅仅是一个工作人员而已。所以他们的区别是官与民的区别。
十六世止贡奴巴活佛个头不高,穿俗人藏袍,中山头,鼻梁高拱,冬瓜脸,脸上的笑容从来不收。他是北京班禅高级佛学院的高才生,有博士头衔。看上去,大约五十四五岁,精神饱满,身体健康。奴巴活佛的夫人郭翠琴,满族人,1939年生,比我大3个月份,四十八岁,宽脸庞,语音清脆,标准的普通话,说话时常借助于眼神和手势一同表达。
我已经在《主人》开辟“书呆子专栏”,正在连载我的杂文系列《拍马文化考》。虽然这是主编李双焰的主意,但经验告诉我,对李双焰的下属要特别恭敬。当你的稿子落在编辑手里时,编辑抡起板斧把筋骨给你砍了,然后给你发表出去,让你的文章站立不起来,让你痛苦得呼天呛地。这时候,你就明白编辑比主编还要厉害得多。当时,我是唯一不拿党的奉禄混迹文坛的人,把编辑视为衣食父母,必须拍他们的马屁,所以我在《主人》开专栏后,一直叫郭翠琴“郭姐”。
后来,我常去郭姐家,那个两室一厅一厨。
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开始,我注意到他和她没有孩子。接着,我注意他和她的饮食和语言。后来,我注意他和她的卧室和情感传递的方式。最后,我认定这是一对特殊的夫妻。我要写这一对夫妻,欲望越来越强烈。
我向他和她怯生生地提出我的要求,没想到他和她高兴得热烈鼓掌。特别是郭姐,兴奋得一面拍手一面跺脚。
我一连采访了10个下午,大约从4时开始到9时结束。拉萨的下午九时,太阳还没落山。在整个采访过程中,均有《西藏日报》记者周明江全程陪同并为我录音。
采访完了,我兴奋不已。
篇名定为《高山与大海》。
我采用双轨交叉式篇章结构方式写作。
我要贯穿一个主题:神是怎么变成人的,人又是怎么变成神的。
我有两条线索:A一条是他,从神(止贡系活佛)变成人(文史馆编修);B一条是她,从人(渤诲湾渔民)变成神(中央民院红造总司令)。当这两条线交织并扭紧之后,神也是人,人也是神。
我要在这个报告中解剖人神世界!
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A      他出身在农奴主家庭,有一个很大的奴巴庄园,周围几百亩良田都是他父亲的。这些良田和庄园拔海3500多米。
B      她的祖籍在正黄旗,虽然和叶赫那拉是远亲,但她的家庭从来没荣耀过。她出身在辽东半岛上一个渔村。她家一无所有,不远处就是湛蓝的大海。
A      他在坐床当小活佛的时候,旗幡逶迤,荣耀极至。
B      小姑娘在大连海边拾海螺、海贝、捞海草为生,饥寒交迫。
     解放了,他是反动阶级,和另外10位小活佛参加了“少年活佛学习班”,丢开经书,学习马列主义、毛泽东思想。
B       她的父亲死了,母亲嫁了一个解放军军官,继父转战大西南,她进了四川,开始学习数理化。
A       他在“少年活佛学习班”里改造,前途莫测。
B       她在共和国的新学堂里奋发读书,鹏程万里。
A       他进了劳动农场,日子越来越艰辛。
B        她进了中央民族学院,吃的穿的越来越高档。
A       他在灭神,天天批判唯心主义,天天写思想交待,说“宗教是鸦片”,向毛主席宣誓“要戒毒”,向毛主席保证“要从神变成人”。  
B       她在造神,当了红卫兵,天天搞“三忠于、四无限”,高呼“毛主席万岁万岁万万岁”,要跳“忠字舞”、唱“语录歌”,要向中国人民和世界人民的红太阳毛主席“早请示、晚汇报”。
A       他的思想交待书写了11次,几次想死。
B       她受毛主席天安门的大检阅11次,立志把毛泽东思想伟大红旗插遍全球。
A       他从天界的神降为人间真正的奴隶,劳动改造没完没了。
B       她从人间奴隶升到了天界真正的神,办《湘江风雷》,搞“百万雄师”,回北京后,率部冲击公安部,成为全国不亚于聂元梓、谭厚兰的造反女司令。
A       后来,他被释放,当了国营建筑公司的泥水匠。
B       后来,她是“5·16”分子,因率团冲击公安部被判死刑,但没立即执行。她出狱后为了向毛主席赎罪,申请到了最艰苦的地方西藏工作。
AB     他和她在“西藏文史资料编辑部”相遇。
AB      他和她由恋爱而结婚。
AB      从神到人的他和从人到神的她在新婚之夜搂抱而颤抖。
《高山与大海》整个报告加上尾声共十二章,近10万字。这是一个比《德门·德庆卓嘎》的思想层次更高和可读性更强的文学报告。
在止贡活佛奴巴·贡觉丹增的帮助下,图片也弄齐了。
当我附上图片把原稿装订成册朗诵给他和她听时,他和她有时哈哈大笑,有时泪洒胸怀。
他向我敬献了藏族人的最高礼物一条洁白的哈达,她向我敬献了满族人的最高礼物一个特制的花环。
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不久,奴巴活佛被批准去印度朝佛,朋友们送别,其中当然有我。他握着我的手说:“我结识了一位说实话的汉族文人,格拉你将永远留在我心中。”
第十六世止贡奴巴活佛肯定要去朝觐达赖,我的好朋友拉萨市唯一的佛学博士大概回不来了。
奴巴活佛出行不久,活佛的夫人郭姐找我来了。她说:“把《高山与大海》交我复印一份寄列宁格勒,让我舅舅译成俄文发表。”
我把手稿和图片交给了她。
后来,《西藏文学》要一次性载完《高山与大海》。编辑部的人守在我家素要,我立即去找活佛夫人。她说:“我搬家了,都不知把那玩意儿放哪了,我找到给你送去。”
10天之后,《西藏文学》准备排版,又打电话催问《高山与大海》,我又去找活佛夫人。她说:“我借改革开放的东风,已退出《主人》杂志,正在搞‘天人公司’,太忙了。你那文稿值几个钱?你那么穷,还不如到我‘天人公司’当副总经理。”
“不,那稿子很好。加上采访和修改,我花了整整30天呀!那不仅是奴巴活佛和您的人生命运,那是一部历史呀!那是一部哲学呀!”
“好,明天给你送去。”她说。
第二天,她坐着小车来了。她给我的不是《高山与大海》的手稿,而是“西藏天人总公司副总经理”的烫金聘书。
她说:“我和我的司机在这里吃午饭,午饭后去处理一项业务,还差2500元,你就借给我。明天你去‘天人公司’上班就去财务处领4500元,其中2000元是你的月工资。”(按:当时的月工资,一个中层干部最多400元,还包括地区差补助)
“什么?明天我就上班?”
“是的,上半天班,照顾你写作。哈哈,行吧?日后,公司发展了,你的月工资是5000—10000元。哈哈,行吧?”
“那,那《高山与大海》呢?”
“明天上班去拿吧!”
为了那稿子,我只能借2500元给她,同样为了那稿子,我明天必须去“天人公司”走马上任当副总经理。
*                                                   *                                                *
第二天,我去了“天人公司”。原来是一个十足的皮包公司。昨天的小车是她临时租的。我没提上班的事,首先小小心心地问那手稿,说:“郭姐,不,总经理,不,郭总经理,我,我那《高山与大海》,您看,请您……”
没想到郭姐火了。她吼道:“你写的屁文章全在对我进行人身攻击!为了保护我的名誉,我有权没收《高山与大海》!”
“别忘了,我有你的录音带。那些文字是你的口述,有党报记者周民江作证。”
“录音带可以证明你采访过我,不能证明你把手稿交给了我。我不否认那个录音,可我没拿你的什么手稿!我从来不知道有什么《高山与大海》!”
“你耍无赖?”我咆哮着。
“你去告我好了!”她轻松地回答。
我痛苦得无以复加,差点儿哭出声来。
活佛夫人说:“天人公司副总应聘费5000元,你昨天交来2500元,尚久我公司2500元。”
“什么?谁应聘过你的狗屁副总经理?”我抖索着说。
“我的烫金聘书都发了,上面写着你的名字,你赖帐?”
“天啦!”我呼天呛地地叫着。
*                                              *                                                   *
就这样,活佛夫人吃了我的手稿,而且还拿了我2500元现金。
我心里气不过,去向热振活佛诉苦,并希望得到他的支持,以为有索回《高山与大海》的一线希望。可是,热振活佛说:“哎,小郭和我夫人冲吉(冲萨德吉)完全不一样啊,要不,奴巴活佛怎么会离开她去印度呢?”
“热振活佛,我关心的是我的手稿,为了写好那文章,关于小活佛班的事我还采访过您这班长三次哪!”我强调说。
“哎!你们汉人有两句俗语,‘让人终有益’、‘饶人不是痴汉,痴汉不会饶人’,老弟,你就认输吧!”热振活佛回答说。
我听了热振的话,不过至今耿耿于怀。
本来我拟定写《当代活佛列传》的,这项工作在舆论界已经公开,消息在刊物报纸均已刊载,可奴巴活佛夫人郭姐这么给我当头一棒,于是这项业已开始的工作就此嘎然停止。
《西藏文学》发了关于《高山与大海》的预告并高调宣杨以提高出售率,可月刊出来后不见其文,于是知情人发表针对我的讽刺文章《活佛的马屁不好拍》。
我想,我不能在拉萨继续待下去了。
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接受班禅大师“摩顶”

本文转载自小五七(五)《缓冲地带14 接受班禅大师“摩顶”》

  
选自小五七非潜著1号“漂泊系列”之三《圣地拉萨》
        我的一生均与佛关联:胡被黜,本人87逃亡,居佛地10年之久;在此10年中,承蒙班禅、热振、努巴等大师关爱和护佑;主要的非潜作品几乎全是在佛地写成的。在此贴上一文,南无佛,南无法,南无僧,南无摩诃般若!

图:小五七在班禅大师驻地日喀则扎什伦布寺1985年
     接受班禅大师“摩顶”

 回日喀则的路
我爬上一辆货车,站在车箱里,双手抓住篷杆,任凭颠簸。风,迎面向我扑打;沙,呛入我的鼻孔和喉头;烈日,暴晒着我的脸,火辣辣的,皮肤在一层层地掉。
我思考着史坦丝的话:“我们有权力,有责任严肃地感觉自己的失落,处理自己的失落。忽视或者否定悲伤,只会让悲伤来伤害我们。面对我们的失落,能再度发掘我们的真本性。”
前面好像是断崖绝壁,车子勇敢地闯去,转一个回头弯,又上了一重山。在藏地坐敞篷车,让你经常存在于恐怖之中,领略什么叫惊险。空间不说云雾,连水分也极少,所以透明度极高,即便是万丈深渊也看得见底。车子在云崖边跑,猛地向沟壑一斜,你可以惊叫一声,一身冷汗之后,车子却歪歪斜斜地过去了。如此反反复复,人不那么恐惧了,胆子便大了。
车子爬上山顶,终年不化的冰山就在我的身边,就悬吊在我的头上。冰崩后倒下来的冰块耸立在路旁,融化的冰水顺着路面流,流到哪里,白亮亮的玻璃铺到哪里。车轮只能在别人跑出的车辙里跑,即便轮子上套了防滑链仍然打滑。如果车轮跑出车辙,车子立即会向后滑入万丈深渊。
在阿妈参木嘎那里,我怀疑过自己,活力几乎被失败的预感吞食。现在,我的敞篷车吼叫着,向前挣扎,我已对自己不再怀疑。
日喀则史简述
8世纪前期,悉补野部落首领松赞干布由雅隆河谷(今西藏泽当、乃东、穷结一带)迁居逻娑(也写作逻些,今拉萨),设置乌如、叶如(也写作耶如)、要如(也写作夭如)和如拉四部于吐蕃全境,建立了吐蕃王朝
年楚河谷——江孜、白朗(元代时的沙鲁万户)和日喀则,是藏南的辽阔的河谷平原,当时属于吐蕃的“如拉”地区。那时的日喀则还是一片荒野,叫“夏水雄加木”,意思是“不毛之地”,到了13世纪的萨迦王朝,才实现了莲花生的预言,改名叫“谿卡桑珠孜”,意思是“顶好的庄园”。从此简称“日卡孜”,即现在的名字日喀则。在萨迦王朝建立的13个万户土王中,没有日卡孜,证明那时还仅仅是个“庄园”,即“谿卡”而已。
萨迦王朝的第四代祖萨迦班智达和五代祖八思巴依附元世祖忽必烈而达到鼎盛,萨迦派统治雪域近百年。随着大元帝国的衰落,萨迦也衰落。萨迦王朝于1354年被嘎举派帕竹(帕木竹巴的简称)系第一代第司(法王)绛曲坚赞打败而取代,宗教和政治中心由萨迦移至山南的乃东,此后称帕竹王朝。在帕竹王朝统治乌斯藏的264年中,公元1409年宗喀巴创建了格鲁派,他的弟子根登主巴(一世达赖)于1447年在日喀则修建了扎什伦布寺,这个“顶好的庄园”到这时才成了乌斯藏的重镇。1618年(明万历四十六年),藏巴汗敦迥旺布包围了乃东王宫,末代帕竹王卓尾贡波下台,宣布嘎举派噶玛系黑帽支法王曲引多吉为藏王,移都日卡孜,是为噶玛王朝。从此,日卡孜成为后藏的宗教、政治中心。
噶玛王朝比较短暂,随之便是格鲁派统治地位的确立。1644年,清朝定都北京,先后正式册封达赖和班禅。达赖驻前藏拉萨布达拉宫,班禅驻后藏日喀则扎什伦布。据清朝雍正年间调查,达赖方面有寺庙3150所,班禅方面有寺庙327所,达赖方面的百姓121440户,班禅方面的百姓6750户。看起来,在政权和教权上达赖系统比班禅系统重要,但他们在格鲁派中是完全平等的两个部分。四世班禅罗桑曲结(也写作罗桑曲吉坚赞)是四世达赖云丹嘉措和五世达赖罗桑嘉措的老师,经过他的努力和斗争,格鲁派在雪域的绝对地位才得以完全确立。可见,扎什伦布在黄教中的位置多么重要。
班禅活佛系统,从罗桑曲结开始转世以来已经三百多年了,现在的十世班禅才比我大一岁。我来到日喀则之后,十世班禅每年回扎什伦布一至两次。我作为四川教师队队长,就有机会出席有十世班禅参加的会议。见面的次数多了,便有“人神朋友”的感觉。
在一次没有第三者的会晤中,大师对我说:“你写西藏不带政治任务,写得好啊。你的漂泊我喜欢,我在仔细地读哇,格拉。你好好写下去吧,将来由我来推荐出版。公家不给你稿费,我来给你稿费。”
班禅大师日喀则“摩顶”
从1984年起,我和十世班禅大师有几次接触。这和我的身份、职业有关系。我不仅是一位走一路写一路的专门描写佛地的作家,一个说真话的汉人;而且我还是率领着四川八个地市的一个庞大的援藏教师队队长。
我的家住在扎什伦布寺的旁边。那抑扬顿的诵经声和高高的强巴铜佛洗炼着我的灵魂。在我的那个小屋里,我感到经过长期的反思和认识而获得的自我意识又在逐渐地丧失,有时还真的茫茫然找不到慰藉。哪里有寄托?只有仰望那高高的扎什伦布。
听说班禅大师又要从北京回藏,人们提前半月就聚集在扎什伦布四周。有康巴人、藏北人、卫地人,更多的是藏地人;有男有女,有老有少,甚至婴儿,他们携着糌粑、青稞酒、茶叶和肉食,带着卧具、炊具和帐篷,无规则地安营扎寨。
1985年9月30日。
我着藏装排列在佛教徒的行列里,虔诚地去接受大师班禅额尔德尼的摩顶。人们的胸脯挨着脊背,队伍有4公里长。善男信女们向前慢慢地移动,伴着白天的烈日,晚来的雨雪,我在长队里已经一天一夜了。
学校不提倡也不阻止藏族学生前去摩顶,因此我的伙伴很多,我的前面和后面都是我的学生。行列里的藏族学生大致有两种类型:一种是希望佛泽灌顶,愚者不愚,智者更智;一种是不去摩顶,就不算吐蕃法王松赞干布的子孙。
好不容易,我们移到了那红色的宫墙下。不管是佛教意识的学生还是民族意识的学生,一时都紧张起来,似乎由敬畏而生恐惧,我感觉到他们的大腿几乎都在打颤。
我问:“你们为什么发抖?”
答:“汉人见了毛主席不是一样发抖吗?”
我没想到他们会这样回答,其实这个回答让我满意极了。
沿途都是密密的藏族警察和提着警棍、皮带以及树枝的便衣,对于那些走出队列的人以及那些在队列里坚持不了歪三倒四的人,不论高低贵贱,不论是老是少,总是狠狠地抽。对于近十万人的单行队伍,维持秩序当然很难,可在警棍面前摩顶,我心里总是不够愉快,其他佛徒的感觉如何,我不知道。
我们从一道小门鱼贯而入,从两行红衣喇嘛的夹道中通过。两行喇嘛排成的巷道的顶端是铺着红缎的莲花宝座,宝座上坐着班禅大师。(第十世班禅额尔德尼·确吉坚赞,俗名贡布慈丹。1938年2月3日(藏历十六绕迥之土虎年正月初三,生于青海省循化县文都乡一个藏族农民家庭。)为了保证大师每分钟能摩上40个头顶,着绛色袈裟的僧众,总是把巷道里的人狠狠往前推。
当我通过法台的旁边时,不像其也佛教信徒那样低着头,射着腰,而以一种敬仰的目光注视大师。他却眯着睛微笑,手轻轻地按在我的头顶上。他突然说话了:“你的文章不错,我会给你出的。努力吧,佛保佑你成功!”而且说的是汉语。能听见的人都万分惊奇,特别是我前后的学生。
出了另一道小门,我和众多佛教徒一样,获得了一条红丝绳。我立即把红丝绳套在脖子上,让佛、法、僧三宝把我的命运拴住。


附记:大师之死和《雪域漫记》的结局
 1989年1月28日在西藏自治区日喀则市他的新宫德钦格桑颇彰逝世,终年51岁。大师猝逝那天,汉历正月初三。当时我在长沙过大年,从电视里惊闻噩耗,立即返藏赶到日喀则吊唁,可不许我进德饮格桑颇彰(日喀则新宫),我只能在宫门之外用汉人的大礼向大师三呼九叩。当时,八集一卷的《雪域漫记》尚未整理完备。呜呼!大师早早地去矣!到而今21年矣!不过,好在小五七有了博客,《雪域漫记》共118篇文章,已有20篇日志和读者见了面。小五七坚信,《雪域漫记》会隆重问世的,大师安息吧!
                                                                                 ——小五七      2010年1月29日




 后藏首府日喀则历史沿革的资料,参见柳祺等编写的《藏族简史》、牙含章的《达赖喇嘛传》和《班禅喇嘛传》、王甫仁的《西藏佛教史略》、赤烈曲扎的《西藏风土志》以及汉文版《红史》和《青史》,还有未付印的《年曲琼》(年楚河志)。
 远古,西藏山南雅隆河谷悉补野部落兴起,聂墀赞普为蕃人六牦牛部首领。传三十二代为松赞干布,7世纪中叶在位,以后有文字记载,又传九代至朗达玛,忘于苯教和佛教争。是为吐蕃王朝。
 关于“萨迦王朝”,请参见本书《萨迦寻踪》一文。
 罗桑曲结开始转世,为四世班禅,追认克主杰为一世班禅,索南乔朗为二世班禅,罗桑顿珠为三世班禅。

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